clara is sad. i wanna write out a long entry but it'll just remind me of the entry i wrote a year ago. 21st march to be exact.

there's alot of thing on my mind. i don't know what to say either. i just wanna sit down and have a good cry on a shoulder. all fingers are pointing towards me now. i've got so much to do. i've got so much to care. and yet, everything i do is wrong.
let me cry. i'll feel much better tomorrow. i'll smile again.

there, i've smiled


updated at 11.38pm
yes i'm still very affected by what happened. it happened for the first time & i'll make sure it's the last. thanks crabmate for being there. thank myself for being silly with lamb & mutton. i owe you one dinner, remember!