i finally ate my japanese meal! i was supposed to have it on saturday but i didn't get to eat it so mummy and korkor replace one on sunday. i had my bento! it's so full but yet so tasty. the good thing is that i don't feel sinful cos their food are not fattening! :D uber happy laaa! and i go tempt mingwei cos he cannot eat xP

that's the happy thing for yday. today is a uber bad day. i don't want to say that stupid thing that happened but this deep shit that i got into scare the hell out of me. damn unlucky and damn sian also. now i can't enjoy my self declared holidays. i'm piled up with projects too.
i wished i could tell you everything that i'm going through ):



anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDY!






















mummy's bento
おばさんのべんとです~




















my bento! :D
わたしのべんとです!! おいしい~ ^^





















すし!


























my hello kitty? LOL~
わたしの hello kitty ですか. HAHAHA.


































































expired photo. alvin is trying to beat me! camper bully gl.

YO!
it's my first day of self declared holiday and i enjoyed it with my cca friends. we went bugis. i bought my jap magazine, my puccho sweet and my fake nails. i'm gonna start decorating! :D

then we walked over from bugis to suntec and we watched fireworks from the NDP. i was kind of happy when i saw it initially, but then became sad again because of some stuff. nothing much happened actually, just alot of shopping :D

something that yongshen said today which jiajun said before, and it made me laugh.
"ehhhh~ today your eyes like a bit different. you put contact lens?"
*laughs!* i always put contact lens~




















i think sister is the sweetest! loveloves! tyty khongsheng! :DD


























































pout pout pout! remember how you used to nag at me when i pout? ):











































YAY. my fair skin is back :D

MST IS OVER! I SELF DECLARE HOLIDAYS! YAYYYYYY~

yup mst is over but i dread getting the results. i think i've done quite badly for it despite the efforts put in. i don't know why either. the problem is either with me or some of the papers are pretty tough. damn sians to see such thing happening. *rahh*

it's saturday tmr and i don't see the reason to stay at home. so i'm going town for some jap food and movie as promised by someone. and i'm gonna get my nail stuff cos i can't find them at tiong bahru plaza. i hope i can find them at town tmr!

my mood has been like a roller coaster recently. well, mostly due to stress of exams and irritating actions of people that really piss me off. i really cannot stand it~

i think lyrics best descibe one's feeling. tears explain your emotion. your words express that aching heart, hoping that he'll understand it one day and turn back for you.

it breaks my heart to see you people like that. things are not meant to be this way. sometimes i really love the past when things were very much better than now. look at all the changes. i seriously hate the changes in you people. i kept mum doesn't mean i accept your new character. i'm just hoping that one day you'll be the one that i used to know.


MOOD: super bad~

second day of my horrifying mst week. MA and FA are over, the both calculating modules. the worst thing is that i've got all the memorising modules at the back. it's CRM tmr and there's 3 chapters for it. i came online for the sake of replying mails for ladiesniite and i'm gonna hit the books pretty soon. books are my boyfriend again. we've patched up fyi.

anyway, i'm so desperate to go buy fake clear nails and start doing my nail art. i'm damn scared that my nails will turn yellowish and all those so i've decided to buy fake clear nails and the best thing is that i don't need to wait for the nails to dry ^^v i don't need to watch my actions while waiting for it to dry. that's the worst thing. and the best thing is that i can reuse the nails! oh hohoho. i can't wait for mst to finish and i'm gonna doll up my nails :D

oh yes! check out channel u or 8 for japan trip at 8pm later. there're going to fukuoka. i'm gonna watch and think back on my japan trip again. jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaapan. :D
it's great to have friends who indulge in the same love as you. you've got so much to talk about! and they rock big time of course.


some video to let you guys laugh.
ken lee went international. take a look! :D




some pranks.




this is super funny. HAHAHAH.

it's a eye-straining day with my eyes on my laptop for about 4 hours. i didn't realise how tiring it was until today. i swear that books are better than any classical music to get you to bed. i slept at 3am last night because of coke. and i remember how you used to refrain me from drinking them. ): so i can't sleep last night and my lame friend accompanied me. thanks~ a joke in our conversation last night.

clara: "wah damn sian. my MAI sure die. the topic on MAS so much to read through but it's an open book quiz."
friend: "eh i see if i can help. "
clara: "orh okay loh."
*enter sp website*
friend: "wah your school can hide this blackboard very well leh. or is it so black that it's transparent. or maybe it's at www.blackboard.com?"
clara: "LOL!"
thanks friend. you made me laugh a lot last night.

tmr's my first paper. good luck to all SP students having mst tmr.

如果有一天，我学会了放弃你，不是因为我忘了你，而是因为我太爱你
quoted this from darren's msn nick.

i've took a break from this blog for a good 1 week. well, quite a bit happened recently and i guess i should do something to keep this blog alive. and of cos, today is a special day so i must blog :D

the very first thing i'll blog on is a very important person who has entered my life. i'm gonna love this person so so so so much! she's madeline. a new princess at home. i've been waiting for so long for this day. isn't she adorable? :D






















i did not go out for the entire week except for wednesday. for once, i felt so guai. so i had cmcc as usual on wednesday. i sang quite a bit and didn't study on that day. it's a chiongster mode for the past few days. i see nothing but books. i count nothing but $money$. i think about nothing but electronic commerce management and customer relationship management. i slept for at least 10 hours but my eyes were more tired than i thought. and yes, i look forward to the 28th because i'm so gonna have fun on that day! i'll break free on 27th.

for once i felt relaxed despite the muggings because you cheered me up. i hope we can be good friends! :D

like i've said earlier, today is a special day. it's a supposedly one year.
and last year, it was the first time we chat on msn and it was the first time you called me a zibi. i wondered if all these would trigger that bad memory of yours because you've got a horrible memory like me ;P
i can't move on, because i've met a dead end (:

went for cmcc meeting today. discussed quite a bit. planning more or less done :D
town is uber packed but we had fun.

i thought i'll see you again. the brother who was with him, wasn't you.

the only reason i'm treating you this way is because you're a hongster (:



THE PHONES ARE SO FRIGGING NICE!






















this phone is nice cos it's in white and gold!
























the ugliest phone here looks a million times better than our phones.

met up with evelyn today! we went for breakfast with jemaine too. then we shopped and she came over to my place to borrow my thumbdrive. we went out to jpt during evening again :D we went to arcade to play our childhood game. damn fun! i so miss our sec sch days~ ):

damn. mst is around the corner and im so dreading that week's arrival. there's so much to study and so much to revise. i'm welcoming dark eye rings and i so love pandas.

one more important friend's birthday.
i guess you're the only one who knows about how much i like him. while others dread to hear me speaking about him, you'll definitely be the one who listen to my rantings. thanks for all the encouragement and support you gave when i was weak. :D one year ago, i called you chao ah gua and you called me a butch. hahaha! meet up soon with the rest la ah gua~
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY KAIMING :D

helloooooooooooooooooooooooooo~
i look uber tanned now and i look horrifying with this colour of mine. i don't think i suit this skin colour. it was a mistake to tan so long in the first place. now i'm dying to get back my fair skin so no more sun for me. now i look so ugly in photos la! hais~

had cmcc bbq just now. i hope most of us had fun yeah? everyone will be mugging for mst soon and most of us won't be able to gather and joke so much like today until mst is over. i can't wait for it to be over too.

ok the best part of this entry is here. this entire paragraph is going to my sweetest and bestest and dearest sister!
we've been best of friends since sec 3 and we've shared almost everything. from food, to drinks, to bibi, to stationaries etc. i really treasure all the stuff that we've been through these 4 years and especially you. and for all the stupid tantrums and unreasonable requests that i've made, you've never scold or complained. thanks la sister! now that you've turned sexaye 18, i must post your big name in my blog! that's what sisters are for ma~ and i first time see my mum give present to my friends. you happened to be the lucky one. clara loves her sister plentyyyyy~
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY KHONG SHENG!

TANNED YO~
went sentosa yesterday at 9am for some early bird tanning and then the rest of cmcc friends came at 1. they started throwing people into water and played around. we played vball too! :D then i was pushed into the water by keniv. that wasn't bad cos i wasn't fully into the water until mingwei threw me into the water. he's a freak laaa. lol. freaking strong like kor. throw people into water. and he like to bully me like siao. picking on me for every small thing. rahh!

then the exciting night came. we went to clarke quay to slack. then walk around clarke quay in my beach clothings. everyone wear until so nice and i wore beachwear to clarke quay. then we started walking to bugis, then to somewhere near ps, then to little india and finally mustafa! hohoho. shocked right? i didn't realise how nice this shopping centre is because it is 24 hrs! i never tried shopping at 3am before. this is uber exciting~ and i bought loads of blingsblings there. damn happy la! otherwise i'll have to wait for the taiwan spree for few weeks. so we shopped until 5am and then took the first train home.

hohoho. euro cup starting tonight~ so many guys are gonna stay up late for this. im so gonna see pandas :P



i've been pending and dreading this day. yes it is contradicting. i just wished i had another 10 seconds. i finally know this meaning - 当你出现在面前我真的离你好远
my heart is in a complete mess.
















































bollywood. lol


























i did not pee on my shorts.







































































































































































































































oh mummy~



























































































his timing is good. lol

YO!
uber high man. i contracted this thing from andy. he got the hana kimi song for me and he said that it's a nice song. it's an uber high song so of cos it's nice. then we high the entire night with the song and we go " na na na na na na " the entire night. i was kind of tired but he got me alert. haha.. i forgot to mention what i did yday! i had my GEMS project meeting and then i went out with cmcc friends. we went shopping! wah shiok laaaa! i very long never go shopping already and sisters are busy so it feels great to shop again!

had cmcc activity today. high again! hahaa. camwhore alot and played around alot too.
anyway, i've got friends who are out of singapore and they just came back. welcome back bernard and mingwei ! :D bernard shiok luhhhh, go thailand. so many cheap deals there. mingwei also shiok luhhhhh~ hongkong siols. i also wanna go holiday again! anyway, thanks for the presents too ^^


last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIAXIN! 18 already! super legal for everything, well almost! hahahha! i hope you enjoyed your birthday!


























oooh those small eyes



























so long since i last took a "step fierce" photo.















































they were crazy-ing at the back. i've got the evidence





















FRIENDDDDDDS~
































































































































































































from hongkong. tytyty! i really like it alot. it's my very first hello kitty towel and it's really big. thanks alot! really like it.