currently watching this show and going to finish it by tonight. i'm watching it all for personal reasons. its content didn't attract my attention but its story was surprisingly touching.

yday i went out with my mama. i bought a pair of shoes & some japanese tidbits. then went to jpt for dinner. the new jpt has attracted so many people that it's so hard to find a place to settle dinner. every food outlet seemed to be packed with people.
after dinner, i went to chat with weihuang, wansheng and kaijie at my house downstairs. there were stars yday! pretty pretty.

today is another nua day at home. watched tv, played psp and read magazines. i just feel that i've wasted my holidays this time. i don't what am i doing either. i've got no other holidays and yet i'm wasting one that is in front of me. it's the worst holiday ever.

my mood wasn't really good since 2 days before my sakura buffet till today. i've got some things bottled up in me. unhappiness & sadness but yet unable to say out. things kept piling up one after another. yet, i'm unable to say out or show it. it'll definitely cause some quarrels which i think is trivial. sigh. really very frustrated. i'm just sick & tired of me doing everything. everything is just so one sided. pointless to blog it anyway. who will understand? just push everything to me like as if i'm a wondergirl who can solve and organise all your problems. all of them come at one go. great isn't it? just when i received that biggest blow, everyone of you kept adding on more problems to me. i cannot take it already. sometimes i wonder why the heck am i still tolerating and smiling like nothing happened.
i take the words "i love you" seriously. don't toy with those words, i'll hate you for that.