it's 8.03am and i'm blogging. i'm not my usual self. i just woke up from a nightmare and i'm still thinking about it. i've been crying for about 30 mins for this dream, or maybe more than that? i woke up and i found myself helplessly crying. i was wondering if god took a pity on me and gave me that dream. it was the only time when i really felt your heart thumping against mine, and that's when i felt your body temperature. yet, i don't want to go back to that dream. it was a goodbye dream. i hate it, really. i hate goodbyes because it's always the hardest. a mixed feelings.

i think it's too much of japanese dramas. a dream of you was super random. a dream where i found myself crying for you happened at least 5 months ago, and it's back again *cry*

when you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you.

watashi -- kotaga sukidesu.
恋は思案のほか