deprived of sleep, deprived of my sister's love, deprived of japanese food, deprived of shopping.

i finished my BFI. it's really a huge relief that it's over even though i'm afraid of taking back the results. she said SGX is going to come out and i studied hard for it but it came out one pathetic MCQ. faints~ so BFI, financial accounting and electronic commerce management is left. 6 more days. i can't wait. i've yet to do my nails for xingyao performance and i've yet to buy my magazine! i've already skipped the september issue, and i bet october issue come out already luhs. sighhhh. and my nails!!! got to do some simple ones already. no time to doll my nails up.

i've got a bad nightmare last night. really really bad one. i was super sad in the dream la! i dreamt that i ask grace to go out and she said she don't wanna go out. then when i was out shopping, i saw her shopping with jemaine. and we 3 became hi-bye friends. wah super nightmare la! :'(

i was telling wenhui kor how fragile life is after that 2 incidents that happened. just cherish them when they are with you, don't regret when they are gone. i've been repeating this sentence to myself over and over again. just some mixed feelings now. i just feel disappointed and sad. sometimes, no matter how much you cherish them or give in when they throw temper, they'll never appreciate. friends are just like relationships. you got to maintain them, but they tend to come and go without turning back. damn emo now. super sad and alot of bottled feelings. hais.