just ended a great game of vball at my house's basketball court. it has been 287293874238759234 days since i last played vball. i'm still loving it!

well it has been a tiring day for me. i skipped lunch just to sleep. i've got no appetite at all and i'm feeling super tired. so i took a nap instead. i'm in more more paper cuts. my hand look so disfigured now. then i left office earlier to meet up with jemaine, grace and lz. we ate and then went for vball.

on my way home, i was feeling super down. i kept thinking about him. i want to know an answer but yet i'm afraid of being hurt. i don't want a one sided love. it's not only painful but also tiring. sometimes i kept asking myself : are all these love and sacrifices showered on him worth it? does he know that i'm doing all these for him? does he know that i love him? there are just too many question marks and doubts that are left unanswered. ):