went raffles standard chartered building to look for Norman today. i realised how important my IT application in business(ITAB) is. i regretted not studying hard for it. i thought it would not be of much use next time but i guess i'm wrong. every interview i went asked so much about microsoft words etc. oh well, i just tell them that i got to revise my textbooks again. laughs*

i looked far. i knew that this is what i want. the view from a mere 10 storey was magnificent enough. i said that this was what i really want.

it's exam period now. i know i should not think about it but i can't help it. everything is happening for the first time. besides shocked and disappointed, i've got other feelings too. but what can i say or do? probably find someone to talk to and then cry out loud. i don't know what to do now. in short, i'm lost. sighh* i'm definitely in pain. i hate to know those facts. i never want to know how you feel because i know i'll end up crying. so i've decided to leave silently. of all people, why does it have to be you? CRY!