hello clara's blog readers! time to update what i've been doing for the past few days.

went for a movie with liezhen and jemaine on tuesday. we watched body19. like what jiaxin said, it wasn't scary afterall. it's more of a disgusting show since it has the body parts rather than scary show. it looks like a "alien vs earthings" show. the "ghost" look more like an alien than ghost lah! but there were some parts that are scary though. as in the sudden appearance of the alien. clara's advice is don't watch this movie. spend your money wisely by watching comedy movies instead cos they'll cheer you up. ^^

then i had ITAB presentation on wednesday. i doubt we did well. then went to bugis. oh yah.. i forgot to mention that i wore hot pants, a plain t-shirt and havaianas to school for presentation. lol. my classmates was like staring at me. and i actually wore specs to bugis! arghs! so i became a model for the past 2 days because i helped georgina to try out her bday presents.

as for today, i hereby pronounced that my calculator is my best friend for the day. her name is ah girl. inspired by shane loh. i changed my blog song to a korean song again. i love this song~


i didn't realise that there are people around me who know that i'm sad. many said that i've changed. i've been receiving feedbacks suddenly, saying that i'm not myself, i'm not noisy anymore and i'm so quiet suddenly. true, clara is sad, really sad. i know i should not keep my troubles to myself but i don't know who to turn to for a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on. i end up keeping everything to myself. that thing is more or less confirmed. i'll be leaving. i can't take it anymore. i conceit defeat. i don't want to cry and i don't want my mind to be filled with you. i miss my old self too! i hate myself for being so gloomy every time i meet up with my friends. i hate myself when i give that stupid sad face in front of my friends because it'll affect their mood as well. you always did not think before you speak. you end up hurting me with your words. i end up crying because of it but, i never want to let you know all these.
jemaine: a blind can see that she loves him.
clara: unfortunately, he's not blind.