today's a bad day. i just hate today. i hate last minute decisions, i hate broken promises!

i took a afternoon nap after being so pissed off with things that happened today.
i went to play the piano. surprisingly, i played much better when i'm in a bad mood. the tempo and the keys went right.
got my new blogskin done. it's the very first skin that i did myself. well, i took the original and modified a lot on it. so it looks super different from the original one.
& i went to meet jemaine for dinner. i told her some stuffs. though i felt emo along the way,i feel that it's just the way life is. isn't it? things don't go smooth all the time. life isn't a bed of roses. there are many ups and downs in life that i've yet to encounter. but i pray, pray hard that bad things would just stop by 31st dec 2007. 2006 is so way way way way better than 2007. can i have a better 2008? i don't want to cry anymore. i rather smile and tease people like i used to 好痛苦 ):

maybe it's just part of my wishful thinking.
painful; 一定是我不够好