i've been feeling down recently but i just don't want to say out those feelings. i've always thought that by telling others your problems, you're adding problems to other people too. i mean, if that problem involves them. if it doesn't, they wouldn't bother to give advices, don't they? that's why i chose not to tell. well, a lot of things happened recently. likewise, this has been a really bad year for me. a lot of obstacles that i've went through this year made me a more independent girl. or rather, a girl who will think about her future. i've got a list of new year's resolution but i only got two new year/x'mas wish - i wish i got the courage to tell you that i love you. i wish that you'll love me too. i know i'm greedy but i wish, and i really wish.

i went blog hopping just now and came across this blog. that person has the same sentiments as me. we feel the same and this has been what i'm emphasizing on all the time.

Love;

you never know you love he/she until he/she stops their concern towards you...
it is fate.
Cherish..
In your heart....
Action speaks louder then words...

this is the worst part of the year. i've never felt so pain and helpless before.