had my CRS presentation today. it was not well done. so i guess i'm preparing to score badly for it. all efforts wasted. no point doing such good job with the results are atrocious. *cross fingers*

things are not going well recently. i'm starting to dislike my surrounding and everything that i'm going through. i'm stressed enough but people around me are irritating me with "eh what your nick means ah?" or the typical "i don't give a damn" attitude. everyday ask this qn not sian ah? pls get a life can? or YOU got nothing better to do? why are you questioning every part of my life? it's MY life, mind you. i really wish i could tell someone how i feel and hopefully someone could spare a thought for me. everytime i experience this outside, i got the urge to just breakdown and cry. i'm tired, i'm really really tired. i guess i need a break from my surrounding. i'm just tolerating every irritating actions that they give. i won't know when it'll go over the limit and i don't know when i'll flare up. should i just mia for the time being?

























santa in sch of biz.