my long awaited weekend arrived. i pend so much for the arrival of this day. i slept 9 hours. my bro stepped on me last night to take something and i couldn't bother much since i was really really dead tired. then i went back to bed at 12 and slept all the way till 2+. i feel so energetic now! hahaha. took back quite a few papers already. i'm waiting for accounts and econs now, my two core modules. a lot of projects coming up and i'm getting busier each day. i'm trying to make time for friends if possible. i'm so packed with presentations recently.

saw leroy yday at fc 2. as usual, victor and him will never give up any chances of bullying me. they tease me for about an hour. i got used to it. but because of such friends around, they made my life colourful. we're going for pool tmr. he's picking me up from school. i'm prepared for more bullyings tmr. one example of how he bullied me : he wanted to sit those high high seats in fc 2. victor say "cannot lah, our clara today wear skirt leh." then leroy said "walau, yah hor~" zek ark kias.



i see so much similarities in this music video. the relationship between a girl and her famous boyfriend. though you're not famous, you're as busy and un-contactable like him. while i'm making this blog entry, i can't help thinking. i am not thinking of you, but i think of how similar the stories are. the girl has been making sacrifices. likewise, i did too since i'm taking my o lvls that year. i took out some time to go out with you instead of sleeping and studying. at that time, you're not that busy. our very first date on valentines day was happy initially with a sad ending eventually. i remembered how you flick my hands away and i remembered how you hide the fact that i was your girlfriend from your friends. everytime i meet up with you, you're always 30 minutes late. the reasons are the same - you overslept. it pictured clearly how much i stand in your heart but i kept mum. your cool character was the main factor that attracted me. it is so hard to make you smile. however, i managed to do so at times. it felt like an accomplishment. our fun and silly times together was the only time when i felt that i've been loved. dates with you are always secretive because you're afraid that your friends would see us together. i don't know why and i didn't comment much on this. until the day you were really busy with your stuff, i can barely feel the love from you. i can't even contact you. i got worried when i can't contact you. this lasted for few days. not long after, you left me. months later, you regretted this decision. But, i've never regretted walking away. till then, i told myself not to turn back. since today is your birthday, i thought of writing something about you since i've never written anything about you in my blog before.

if you readers are wondering what music video i'm referring to, this is it. enjoy, it's a meaningful and nice song that shows how i feel as well. (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xPYnLPBKyB0



HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY (: